Archive for June, 2006

i wanna be sedated

Tuesday, June 27th, 2006

=RAMONES=

Twenty-twenty-twenty four hours to go I wanna be sedated
Nothin’ to do and no where to go-o-oh I wanna be sedated
Just get me to the airport put me on a plane
Hurry hurry hurry before I go insane
I can’t control my fingers I can’t control my brain
Oh no no no no no
Twenty-twenty-twenty four hours to go….
Just put me in a wheelchair and put me on a plane
Hurry hurry hurry before I go insane
I can’t control my fingers I can’t control my brain
Oh no no no no no
Twenty-twenty-twenty four hours to go I wanna be sedated
Nothin’ to do and no where to go-o-o I wanna be sedated
Just put me in a wheelchair get me to the show
Hurry hurry hurry before I go loco
I can’t control my fingers I can’t control my toes
Oh no no no no no
Twenty-twenty-twenty four hours to go…
Just put me in a wheelchair…
Ba-ba-bamp-ba ba-ba-ba-bamp-ba I wanna be sedated
Ba-ba-bamp-ba ba-ba-ba-bamp-ba I wanna be sedated
Ba-ba-bamp-ba ba-ba-ba-bamp-ba I wanna be sedated
Ba-ba-bamp-ba ba-ba-ba-bamp-ba I wanna be sedated

will i…?

Wednesday, June 14th, 2006

no song to post here which usually reflects the mood or the way i feel this instant.. so, i decided to write about nothing and anything… nothing— because what i feel right now is exactly that–nothing. just this feeling of emptiness, a deep, dark, hollow vacuum sucking all my energy in me…. just one of those days where you feel like you’re in a rut and couldn’t quite figure out how to get out of it… but, this feeling will soon go away… i know, i’m sure… just one of those days, i guess. well, on the other hand, it’s anything– because i want to write about the one person i can not believe i still care about… i just realized it now. he’s actually somewhere happy right now… enjoying life to the fullest… but i just thought of him and realized he’s the only person from my past……….. ooopps.. well, i said anything, didn’t i? so.. anyway, i kinda’ miss him somehow. but that’s it… nothing more, nothing less… i’m not gonna’ delve into this now. i’ll just keep it to myself… that’s all there is to it… i know, i’m sure. i’ll always remember him as this cool & smart kid i know back when we were so young, so naive, so idealistic…. if only he knew how much i loved him then though… hmmm… going cheesy is not my plan at all! okkkk…. stop this. as long as he’s happy, then i’ll be fine. he’ll always be one of the best things that ever happened in my past. highschool… sucks! for me, that is… (whoa.. where did it come from?!?)  (",)

i’m sure this is all brought about by my loneliness… i’m just waiting for the one… the one who can make me whole (again). the one who can fill this hole in my soul… eyyy.. that’s an aerosmith song… hehe… ok, that’s it for now.. stop the drama! puhleeezz! ciao.

DUMB REMINDERS

Saturday, June 10th, 2006

" Dumb Reminders " (NO USE FOR A NAME)

i heard the message
then i rang it off the hook
i didn’t get you till 1 am
who was wrong and who was right
and this distance caused a fight
now i’m ready to give in

honestly
i’d give anything
to be with you
right now

this town is full of dumb reminders
having a good time can’t you tell
hang up the phone and then i come back down
miss you i hope you’re doing well

i’m used to waiting
what’s a voice without a face
i think i’m dying without you here
so i drink myself to sleep
and then i hide beneath the sheet
and i try to disappear

i get up
every single time
cuz you keep me
alive

this town is full of dumb reminders
how far ahead from you in miles
if i could get one time as take it down
maybe then i could see you

this town is full of dumb reminders
having a good time can’t you tell
hang up the phone and then i come back down
miss you i hope you’re doing well

unwritten law

Wednesday, June 7th, 2006

"Save Me"

Had a bad day, don’t talk to me,
gonna ride this out,
My little black heart, breaks apart,
with your big mouth.

And I’m sick of my sickness
Don’t touch me, you’ll get this.
I’m useless, lazy, perverted,
and you hate me.

You can’t save me,
You can’t change me,
Well I’m waiting for my wakeup call,
And everything, everything’s my fault.

Went to the doctor, and I asked her,
to make this stop. (whoa)
Got medication, a new addiction,
Fucking thanks a lot.

I had to relapse, I’m bad at rehabs
It ruins everything. (whoa)
So point your finger, at the singer,
He’s in the pharmacy.

You can’t save me,
You can’t change me,
Well I’m waiting for my wake up call,
and everything’s my fault.

You can’t save me,
You can’t blame me,
Well I’m waiting here to take a fall,
and everything, and everything’s my fault.

And I’m a death threat haven’t slept yet,
Baby why the wake up call
I’m the bad boy tell the tabloids
everything’s my fault.

Whoa whoa whoa yeah, write it write it,
Whoa Whoa whoa everything’s my fault,
everything’s my fault.

I went to heaven, but couldn’t get in,
For what I have done.
I said please take me, they said you’re crazy
you had too much fun.

You can’t save me,
You can’t change me,
Well I’m waiting for my wake up call,
and everything’s my fault.

You can’t save me,
You can’t blame me,
Well I’m waiting here to take a fall,
and everything, everything’s my fault.

You can’t save me,
You can’t change me,
You can’t save me,
You can’t change me,
You can’t save me,
You can’t change me,(everything’s my fault)
You can’t save me,
You can’t change me,

Everything’s my fault.