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"… from the cradle to the grave … all i want is you."   //062689//

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lessons in love / level 42

I’m not proud, I was wrong
and the truth is hard to take
I felt sure we had enough
but our love went overboard
lifeboat lies lost at sea
I’ve been trying to reach your shore
waves of doubt keep drowning me

All the dreams that we were building
we never fulfilled them
could be better, should be better
for lessons in love

For restless eyes egos burn
and the mold is hard to break
now we’ve waded in too deep
and love is overboard
heavy hearts token words
all the hopes I ever had
fade like footprints in the sand

All the homes that we were building
we never lived in
could be better, should be better
lessons in love
if we lose the time before us
the future will ignore us
we should use it, we could use it, yeah
lessons in love
lost without love

Lessons in love
when will you ever learn
lessons in love
when there’s nowhere left to turn
lessons in love
don’t let your spirit burn
lessons in love
I’ll wait ’till you return

All the dreams that we were building
we never lived them
we could lose it, we should use it
(lessons in love) lessons in love
all the homes that we were building
we never lived in
could be better (could be better), should be better
lessons in love
if we lose the time before us
the future will ignore us
we should use it, we could use it (good god)
lessons in love

Face Down

Hey girl you know you drive me crazy
one look puts the rhythm in my hand.
Still I’ll never understand why you hang around
I see what’s going down.

Cover up with make up in the mirror
tell yourself it’s never gonna happen again
you cry alone and then he swears he loves you.

Do you feel like a man
when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I’ll tell you my friend, one day this world’s going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wade around forever you will surely drown
I see what’s going down.

I see the way you go and say you’re right again,
say you’re right again
heed my lecture

Do you feel like a man
when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I’ll tell you my friend, one day this world’s going to end
as your lies crumble down a new life she has.

One day she will tell you that she has had enough
it’s coming round again.

Do you feel like a man, when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the grown?
Well I’ll tell you my friend, one day this world’s going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has.

Face down in the dirt, she says this doesn’t hurt, she says I finally had enough!

ANGELS & AIRWAVES

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I’m frightened at night, and the wind has a roar
It seeps through the hall, and from under the door
Like the shit that was said
I can’t take it that well
I give and I give and I give and I give and I’m still
Lost and hurt and bone thin from the love that’s been starved
I know it got close but I’m sure it’s too far
From the point of suspense,that we know it should be
The end of that part, of our favorite movie
When the guy grabs the girl and gives her his hand
She says take me away from this torturous land
Cause the grave is set up, the hole that I dug
I gave and I gave and I gave and I gave you my trust
Like the time that we kissed, and you gave me a lie
To add to the scene you pretended to cry
But I’m here and I’m cool, the way that it is
Just give me a chance and I’ll try to forgive

And I don’t know
And I can’t guess
It’s gonna be O.K.
But now, my last wish
Is that you do this with me
Kiss me here, and hold my hand
Let me feel like I’m the only one
I know you can
Won’t you do IT for me now(echo now)

I really had it with the rain and the tears
The predictable storm that has come every year
And it sneaks from the shore with the bat in its hand
I’m trying I’m trying I’m trying I’m trying I can’t
You’re a thief and a witch, but I love you to death
You steal my heart and curse under your breath
But the one thing that I will most willing prove
That when you are gone I’ll be fine without you

And I don’t know
And I can’t guess
It’s gonna be OK
But now, my last wish
Is that you do this with me
Kiss me here, and hold my hand
Let me feel like I’m the only one
I know you can
Won’t you do IT for me now?(echo now)

Now just hold on, hold on to me
Hold on, hold on to me (hold on to me)
(hold on)
Hold on, hold on to me (hold on to me)
(hold on)

* bananarama! *

Hot summer streets
And the pavements are burning
I sit around
Too hot to handle, baby
Trying to smile
But the air is so heavy and dry

How could you leave me waiting….

Strange voices are saying
(What did they say?) 
Things I can’t understand
It’s too close for comfort
This heat has got right out of hand

It’s a cruel, cruel summer
Leaving me here on my own
It’s a cruel, cruel summer
Now you’ve gone

The city is crowded
My friends are away
And I’m on my own
Too hot to handle, baby
It’s too hot to handle
So I got to get up and go

Hot summer streets
And the pavements are burning
I sit around
Too hot to handle, baby
Trying to smile
But the air is so heavy and dry

How could you leave me waiting……

Strange voices are saying
(What did they say?)
Things I can’t understand
It’s too close for comfort
This heat has got right out of hand

It’s a cruel, cruel summer
Leaving me here on my own
It’s a cruel, cruel summer
Now you’ve gone

The city is crowded
My friends are away
And I’m on my own
Too hot to handle, baby
It’s too hot to handle
So I got to get up and go

You’re not the only one……………

In the city in the summertime
All I ever wanted was your love
Come on and make it shine
Can you open the heavens up above

You’re not the only one………

In the city in the summertime
All I ever wanted was your love
Come on and make it shine
Can you open the heavens up above

You’re not the only one………….

=RAMONES=

Twenty-twenty-twenty four hours to go I wanna be sedated
Nothin’ to do and no where to go-o-oh I wanna be sedated
Just get me to the airport put me on a plane
Hurry hurry hurry before I go insane
I can’t control my fingers I can’t control my brain
Oh no no no no no
Twenty-twenty-twenty four hours to go….
Just put me in a wheelchair and put me on a plane
Hurry hurry hurry before I go insane
I can’t control my fingers I can’t control my brain
Oh no no no no no
Twenty-twenty-twenty four hours to go I wanna be sedated
Nothin’ to do and no where to go-o-o I wanna be sedated
Just put me in a wheelchair get me to the show
Hurry hurry hurry before I go loco
I can’t control my fingers I can’t control my toes
Oh no no no no no
Twenty-twenty-twenty four hours to go…
Just put me in a wheelchair…
Ba-ba-bamp-ba ba-ba-ba-bamp-ba I wanna be sedated
Ba-ba-bamp-ba ba-ba-ba-bamp-ba I wanna be sedated
Ba-ba-bamp-ba ba-ba-ba-bamp-ba I wanna be sedated
Ba-ba-bamp-ba ba-ba-ba-bamp-ba I wanna be sedated

no song to post here which usually reflects the mood or the way i feel this instant.. so, i decided to write about nothing and anything… nothing— because what i feel right now is exactly that–nothing. just this feeling of emptiness, a deep, dark, hollow vacuum sucking all my energy in me…. just one of those days where you feel like you’re in a rut and couldn’t quite figure out how to get out of it… but, this feeling will soon go away… i know, i’m sure… just one of those days, i guess. well, on the other hand, it’s anything– because i want to write about the one person i can not believe i still care about… i just realized it now. he’s actually somewhere happy right now… enjoying life to the fullest… but i just thought of him and realized he’s the only person from my past……….. ooopps.. well, i said anything, didn’t i? so.. anyway, i kinda’ miss him somehow. but that’s it… nothing more, nothing less… i’m not gonna’ delve into this now. i’ll just keep it to myself… that’s all there is to it… i know, i’m sure. i’ll always remember him as this cool & smart kid i know back when we were so young, so naive, so idealistic…. if only he knew how much i loved him then though… hmmm… going cheesy is not my plan at all! okkkk…. stop this. as long as he’s happy, then i’ll be fine. he’ll always be one of the best things that ever happened in my past. highschool… sucks! for me, that is… (whoa.. where did it come from?!?)  (",)

i’m sure this is all brought about by my loneliness… i’m just waiting for the one… the one who can make me whole (again). the one who can fill this hole in my soul… eyyy.. that’s an aerosmith song… hehe… ok, that’s it for now.. stop the drama! puhleeezz! ciao.

" Dumb Reminders " (NO USE FOR A NAME)

i heard the message
then i rang it off the hook
i didn’t get you till 1 am
who was wrong and who was right
and this distance caused a fight
now i’m ready to give in

honestly
i’d give anything
to be with you
right now

this town is full of dumb reminders
having a good time can’t you tell
hang up the phone and then i come back down
miss you i hope you’re doing well

i’m used to waiting
what’s a voice without a face
i think i’m dying without you here
so i drink myself to sleep
and then i hide beneath the sheet
and i try to disappear

i get up
every single time
cuz you keep me
alive

this town is full of dumb reminders
how far ahead from you in miles
if i could get one time as take it down
maybe then i could see you

this town is full of dumb reminders
having a good time can’t you tell
hang up the phone and then i come back down
miss you i hope you’re doing well

"Save Me"

Had a bad day, don’t talk to me,
gonna ride this out,
My little black heart, breaks apart,
with your big mouth.

And I’m sick of my sickness
Don’t touch me, you’ll get this.
I’m useless, lazy, perverted,
and you hate me.

You can’t save me,
You can’t change me,
Well I’m waiting for my wakeup call,
And everything, everything’s my fault.

Went to the doctor, and I asked her,
to make this stop. (whoa)
Got medication, a new addiction,
Fucking thanks a lot.

I had to relapse, I’m bad at rehabs
It ruins everything. (whoa)
So point your finger, at the singer,
He’s in the pharmacy.

You can’t save me,
You can’t change me,
Well I’m waiting for my wake up call,
and everything’s my fault.

You can’t save me,
You can’t blame me,
Well I’m waiting here to take a fall,
and everything, and everything’s my fault.

And I’m a death threat haven’t slept yet,
Baby why the wake up call
I’m the bad boy tell the tabloids
everything’s my fault.

Whoa whoa whoa yeah, write it write it,
Whoa Whoa whoa everything’s my fault,
everything’s my fault.

I went to heaven, but couldn’t get in,
For what I have done.
I said please take me, they said you’re crazy
you had too much fun.

You can’t save me,
You can’t change me,
Well I’m waiting for my wake up call,
and everything’s my fault.

You can’t save me,
You can’t blame me,
Well I’m waiting here to take a fall,
and everything, everything’s my fault.

You can’t save me,
You can’t change me,
You can’t save me,
You can’t change me,
You can’t save me,
You can’t change me,(everything’s my fault)
You can’t save me,
You can’t change me,

Everything’s my fault.

Hate Me by Blue October

I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There’s a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put in my face?
And will you never try to reach me? it is I that wanted space

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you